procrastination

Procrastination...i guess every person in this world knowingly or unknowingly do this in their day to day life...am proud to be one of them..i came across a saying "Procrastination is like Mastrubation..u will realize that u have fucked yourself after u finish doin tht.."i guess this is wht exactly happens when you procrastinate things..sometimes it fucks so badly...and thinking on why people procrastinate ...may be a dilemma to choose between things..or choosing a thing which may not be important at that particular situation..so u need to decide between the things ...which is important ..and which is irrelevant to the situation...and it needs logical thinking...so practice is necessary to attain this..so it needs applying mind and common sense...and on the positive approach ..by procrastinating ..you will get confidence and u believe in urself a lot..suppose u have a assignment due and u didnt start till the day before its due..u may be confident that u can finish it within time...so it increases ur self-belief..which many lack...and when u finish it as planned it shoots ur confidence level...so it depends on how people see it..and how they do things..

Transition Stage..

Writing blogs make me to think on things...nowdays am spending time to think on the things which i wont usually do..right now i am in a transition state..guess many of us are in such a situation...so i thought i can generalize the issue..during our college days we wont have much money, facilities and freedom as we have right now..but still we were happy...and we enjoyed our life..but now we have evrything except the happyness and mental peace which we had previously..so i started thinking on this issue...why this happens..may be the way we enjoy our life is changing..our mind sets are changing..but we r not in a position to accept it straight away..so we need time to realize them..and another thing is our change in the friends circle..and obiviously the way we enjoy wen we r in a circle differs..take me..i used to tease and play with my college friends in a different manner...we enjoy roaming arnd, staying awake for long at nights, goin out to tea shop at midnights, night shows, anonymous messaging, group studies, eating together, orey dhumma rendu peruu adikiradhu, onna thanni adikiradhu, swimming, travelling together in buses ...the list goes on..i might need a seperate blog to write these things..hehe....but right now we do things tht we say as enjoying in a different manner...like chit chating, sleeping,day without homeworks, a course without project and final exam, weekends, pubs, online movies, and so many.....thts the difference..but our mind takes time to adapt to these things...and then u find thiss part of life is better..all u need is patience and hope...and moreover i shudnt go without talking abt our parents..they are still with us...but at a distant palce...its jus a feeling..u will knw the importance of people when they are not near you..and surely their presencce itself is a gr8 motivation for us..even though thy dont really motivate u..but we lack their presence now..we r learning to be independent..and even this consumes time..and summing everything we realize tht we need time to sort out all this matter..and to adapt ourselves to new environment...so i thought i could call this period as a " transition state"...which i guess is an apt word..this is somewht like our training, internship,temporary job,..which doesnt long..we will automatically get used to these things...but this period is goin to be tough...particularly mentally..i guess am in such a situation..and am thinking on this issue..and writing blogs in such situation gives me a new way of enjoyment..which am doin right now..hehe..enjoying...

Why i started this blog?

Long long ago, so long ago, I was wondering why people write all these blogs and wasting their time...but now i myself started a new blog for me.. ridiculous...but i think i have some valid reasons to start my blog...once wen i was sitting alone and i was thinking something and wanted to share tht thing to somebody..but no one was arnd...and i just created a new blog and started writing this blog...basically am gonna write the thing which i feel but not able to convey to people..u guess am a bad communicator..but on the other hand i am type of person who doesnt want to hurt/comiserate others by telling them my problems or position or feelings..because everyother man in this world has their own problems..and am sure my problem wont look so big to others...and so i thought i can tell write down them here..i dont know to write in poetic manner or using brilliant english...but all am offering is TRUTH and truth only...i write wht am feeling right now.. i may have a second opinion to wht i wrote before..but doesnt matter.. things change.. but am sure am not doin all this bacose of something like dissatisfaction in life or something like tht..but i believe if u share ur feelings or problems with others ..u will feel good or better after tht...and am consoling myself by writing down them here...i dont want to disturb others...may look funny..even to me..but i guess it works well..working well..and another reason to start to start this blog is tht i can write what ever i want...no matter wht it is about...and nobody is goin to question me...unlike the answer sheets in the exams..wher u got to write down only the answer to the question which dulls our creativity..i hope i will come up with good blogs in future...and lets c wht happens...