Nee illadha Naan...

Vidiyal illadha naatkal...
Neelam illadha Vaanam...
Illaigal illadha maram...
Vaasam illadha pookal...
Alaigal illadha kadal...
Nalinam illadha Natiyam...
Oosai illadha aruvi...
Vannam illadha ooviyam...

...Nee illadha Naan...

Varuvayaa???

En
Idhayathin thudipaai varuvaya?
Udhatin punnagaiyaai varuvaya?
Kanneerthudaikum viralghalaai varuvaya?
Iravin urakamaai varuvaya?
Kanavughalin kaaranamaai varuvaya?
Nizhalin yethiriyaai varuvaya?
Vaazhvai muzhumaiaaka varuvaya?

Ennadhu
Udalin uyiraai varuvaya???

enna irundum aval ennadhilayee!!

dhinam dhinam undhan gyabhagham
enghum edhilum undhan uruvam...

ketkum paadalgalil yellam un kural
irutilum kanghiren un nizhal...

nugharum kaatril yellam un vaasam

Poovidhazil unargiren un sparisam...

marakavillai unnai oru nalum
ninaipayaa ennai oru nodiyavathu...

enghoo padithaa gyabhagam........

A good collection of kadhal kavidhais....

-Un koondhalai sari seiyum oovoru muraiyum.. en manathai kalaithu podughiraai....

-Vaadiyaa pookalai rasikaa arambidhen.. aaam..un koondhalil irundhu udirnthavai....

-Anbe undhan nizhalum kuda azaghai irukiradhu...

-Naan Eluthiyavai annaithum vaarthaigal... endravathu adhai nee padikka nernthal orruvelai kavithai aagalam....

-Kaadhal seiyya ninaithapothu kaadhali kidaikka villai... Kaadhali kidaithapin ingu kaadhal pidikka villai....

-Unnai en idhayam endru sollamaten... yenendral naan vaazha adhu thudikka vendum....

anbe dianaa!!!!!

-kadhaluku kan illai enbaargal...aanaal en kadhaluku thalai undu....
aaam oru thalai kadhal...

-anbe!nee swasipathu enna helium aa
un arughil vandhaley parakiren naan.....

-ennai ninaithu azhumbothu kaaneerum aaavi agiradhu...
unnai ninaithu azhumbothu adhuvoo kuruthi aagiradhu...

-nilavu illadha bhoomi...nee illadha en vazhkai...

En nenjil mazhai....

Meghangal maraithanaa Sooriyanai
Un Pournami mughathai parthathil...

Thondaamal kidaithadhu Vairam
Un patham pattaa nilathil...

Vaanathil nadandhathu Vaibhavam
Unnai aachuruthum Idi minnalghal...

Mannil vizhundhathu Then
Un meyni thotaa mazhai thulighal...

Kaiyil yedhum Kudai illai...Un Kangal kandu asaiya villai..
Nanaindhuponen Naan mattum...Ninaivellam Aval mattum...

Jolly Jolly..the 3rd of July...It all began with wishes frm my friends…beloved ones…parents…relatives…when clock struck 12…cake cutting ceremony began…to my surprise am not the one who got bday bums…it was prasanna…a sudden attack…once after that…it was my turn..i can feel the cricket bats..shoes.. and also the pain….and then started the most cruel thing…cake appifying…breaking eggs on head…pouring coke…choco…yogurt…and u cud smell the most stinking person then…but it was fun to the core…then many of my friends started getting bak to sleep... leaving behind the wishes….and i was so happy that I do mean something to all of them…thy all made tht day a memorable one ever in my life….and then the real party began with hot drinks coming up with the music rolling behind…and everyone shaking their legs…it was fun fun fun…thanughaa thanughaa…then we realized it is 3 am…o my god..hav to go to work the next day..so we wrapped up…and my shower took 45 mins..with 3 times shampooing…and finally slept at 4…the next morning was bright…my road test went well…and I became the first attempt driver's license holder…and then the rest of the afternoon went on phone calls and chatting…and evening with a volleyball game…and night with a pizza party…again with ma close gang of buddies...followed by dumbc game.,..and the day suddenly got over with a wink of an eye….it was awesome..memorable..cherishing…never had such a bday in my life…credits to my friends who gave me such a wonderful day….kudos to them….

Summer

"A life without love is like a Year without Summer"...its evident how important summer is...this summer i learned a lot of things...enjoyed new things,new places,new foods,new people,new crushes..... in all a handful of new experiences...and refreshing memories....the first thing tht comes to my mind is...the trips we had..let it be smokies,natural bridge,mamooth caves,sivaji...everyother trip was awesome....fantastic..enjoyed to the core...and my new apartment is an another star in the sky...with the big screen tv..dvds...home theatre speakers...its always movie time...i couldnt stop telling about cooking ...cooking for all...eating as a gang..ever linger in my memory......birthday parties...play during the evenings...and chatting for 5-6 hours and getting paid is my utmost acheivement in this summer...8-5 job is kinda boring...but am making myself getting engaged in evryother way and enjoying the time even during the job...late night talks...chit chats....kalasifyings......kadalais...weekend outings.....renting cars and roaming....the only thing which i didnt do in summer is studying....never touched my books in these 2 months...hehe...now am worried tht summer will end in an month and ppl get back to usual schedules...assignments, projects,classes,research....but lets enjoy till then...continue our stuff... and getting more closer with my friends is wht i feel the only productive thing i hav done this summer...this summer wont be this best without them...am glad to have such a gang...and lets enjoy summer...if not now..it is never....

okka mokkai...

Nerupai Annaikaa Neer Vendum
Ennai Annaikaa Nee Vendum......

only some make u feel happy...only some make u feel the life...only some make u feel the love..only some make u feel the pain..only some make u feel all the above...and thts nothing but you...

i am facing a lot situations which may challenge my character or my identity...i believe tht every person has got negatives...i now realise tht i too have some...which may affect somebody somewhere ...but sometimes i feel that those are not my negatives..but they are myself...my identity..so am confused whther to change myself or to continue with my identity...but i see people sometimes disturbed by this that makes me feel bad..but i even think why should i change myself for somebody...i guess i need to hav a self appraisal and hav to find out wht shud be done..a quite complicated thing..which may turn my character...but it may help to correct myself too...here i see myself critical..a vry critical person..confused...why is it happening to me..i leave the time to answer my questions...every dark cloud has a thin lining..i believe i do have some linings....

Lines with lives...

Picks from my favorite tamil song lyrics:

1.”Unnake Uyiraaven Ennalum Ennainee Maravathey”- Moondram Pirai

2.”En Inbam En thunbam Ellamey nee Anbey”- Alaipayuthey

3.”Pengalidam solvadhu kuraivu Seivathu adigham ..Seyal puyal Naanadi” – Sivaji

4.”Naan Thooki valatha thuyaram nee”- Kanathil muthamittal

5.”Kadhal illai idhu kaamam illai-indha uravukku ulaghathil peyarillai”- Kadhal konden

6.”Nijam Dhaney keladi Ninaivellam Neeadi”- ThottiJaya

7.”En nanban pota soru thinamum thinen paaru..natpai kuda karpai pola ennuven”-Dhalapathi

8.”Manithar Unnarthukolaa idhu manidha kadhal allaa..adhayum thaandi punidhamanadhu”- Guna

9.” Un kaaladi ezhudhiya kolangaL pudhu kavidhaigaL enruraippen, Vayitrukkum thondaikkum uruvamillaadhoru urundai uruLuthadi” – Kadhalan

10. “vaayillamal pOnaal vaarthayillai penne neeyillaamal pOnaal vaazhkkaiyillai kaNNE mullodu thaan muthangala sol sol” – Roja

11. “Vidikaalai viNNazhagu, vidiyum varai peNNazhagu, Thamizhukku zhanazhagu thalaivikku naanazhagu” – Pudhiya Mugham

12. “Medaiyay pole vaLkai alla Nadagam Aanadhum vilagichella, Odaiyay pole uravum allaPaadhaigal maariye payanam sella” – Mouna Ragam

13. “sondham ooraanandham pandham peraanandham kanne un vizhiiyaal pirapeRudhal kanneerum anandham”- Indian

14. “Oru nimisham kooda ennai piriyavillai, vivaram yedhum aval ariyavillaiEna irundhapodhum aval enadhillaye.” – Minnale

15. “Netru Ivan Aenii Indru Ivan Gnaajii, Panan kaasey kandhuputta Puli kuda pulla Thinnum” – Padikadhavan

16. “Anbin Karuvi Idhayam Endral Saavai Vendruvidum, Manathin Neelam Yedhuvo Athuvey Vaazhvin Neelamadaa” – Anbe Sivam

17. “Anbae Naan Urangha vendum Azhaghana idam vendum Kanghalil Idam kudupaayaa” – Rhythm

18. “Indha Ulaghathil Migha Perum Yezhai Nanban Illadhavn hey” – E20U18

Still Lot more ......

Misunderstandings happen in our life often…sometimes they may cause an ending in a relationship …and sometimes it paves way for a bloom too…I have been experiencing a lots of them these days….am wondering abt the reasons ....the only folks we wound the most are those we love the best…we never wish that to happen. .but sometimes it happens as such…we couldn’t stop it..but what we can do is ..not let tht happen again…the brutal cause for these misunderstandings are assumptions…we wont spk out abt them often..we assume certain things and build over it and which will certainly grow in to strong disgust…which may cause cracks in the relationship bridges…but the worst part is when we come to know tht these assumptions are not true..we will feel bad for sure..but doesn’t matter..becos this all happens only with the loved ones..not with a stranger..and the loved ones will never let u down…and its all over if u r willing to admit things..and these misunderstandings surely will start a new branch in the relationship tree…and make it grow more bigger and stronger..and funniest part is..u got to have some thing intresting goin arnd rite..cant be monotonous evry time…these things will create situations and will keep life more active and interesting too..we shud learn to appreciate things..not to worry abt them..hhehe..should take it optimistically and get goin..after all wht we lost is a few drops of tears...and those tears shows the love...and tht love shows tht those are not just tears....

Life...

Life is mysterious…full of surprises and shocks…Forrest Gump – one of my favorite movie…at one point he says Life is like a box of chocolates..and u never know what u gonna get…of course its true..but one thing for sure..every chocolate is different ..variety of flavours..calorie levels…but common thing is ..those are all sweet in some way or other..jus the same in life..lots of things happening in life..some are good..some are bad..some are encouraging..some discourages...some helps us to get to knw ppl..some looks like waste of time..but everything tht happens is a gud experience and sweet though when u look past…but at tht point or situation it may not look like tht....thers not much difference between experience and success..when u get through a thing u call it a success and if u fail it u call it as an experience…but in both cases u end up in try doin tht thing…so doesn’t matter whether u consider itself a success or experience..it depends on peoples perception…and the situation…Leading life can be done in two ways…one u aim for something and proceed towards it..another is jus get moving along the life with wht u get and do the best with what u get…In tht movie Forrest doesn’t aim anything high in his life…he has no ambitions ..no goals..but he just goes along with wht he gets and do his best in it…and he succeeds too…Most prefer this way of life…somesay anything can be done in a movie…but not feasible in real life..but I don’t think so…U can lead such a life…and still succeed in life…in tht case life become much simpler…and all u need is complacency…and if u don’t have much expectations in your life ..u wont have miseries…becos u wont have lost anything..and not gained anything…if u expect a thing and if u lose it ..tht hurts more than losing an unexpected thing…I see both sides of the coin…and this way of life too hav its own pros and cons..some say the glass is half empty …some say its half full…all I say is whtever is in the glass is mine….hehe..sounds funny…I knw tht..and u knw wht...Life is beautiful too....

LOVE.....

Love.....the most powerful word in the world..which makes all of us crazy..especially the First love is a sweet memory...i thought i cud put my views in words abt this love..one quote says. .if u love a thing set it free; if it comes back it is for u..if not it doesnt mean to you..of course it is true...but sometimes it turns the other way too..if the person u love think the same ..then u both will be losers...so if u love a thing ..jus give a damn try and then if u dont get..its ur wish to try again and again or jus leave it...but u can be happy since atleast u tried once...another aspect is the mind set to wait for the love to come to u..thts is actually a selfish thing..ie u want to be loved but u r not ready to love any one else..but on the other side...this kind of love ie the one u get wil be better than ur own love...becos u got a girl/guy who loves u so much than the other way...so its obivously better...but the perception differs frm person to person...another issue will be mistaking the crush as love...crush doesnt stay long as love...but when u see a girl/guy and if u got a crush and if tht crush goes long and long..u can take it as love...then u will realize tht u hav been in love for the past an year or so...and i dont really believe in first sight love...thts meant for fools...ur love blooms only from friendship and thers not much difference between love and friendship...in both u do things without expecting anything in return just as 'Anything for u ..Nothing for Reward'...but thts more complicated thing to put in words.. more related with feelings..so cut it..there are lot more issues in love...some feel love is an extra burden or needs more commitment....but tht commitment makes u feel good and u got enjoy tht rather than afraid of tht...another issue is inferior complex..u love a guy/girl but u r not ready to reveal it..since u think tht u may not get it..or u think there are more better guys/girls than u who may be a good match for ur love...but remember those better girls/guys may not be able to love as u love ur girl/guy....becos love is nothing to do with physical ....and finally love failure...if u dont get a guy /girl u love after ur level best tries.,,and he/she is not ready to accept it...never mind...becos it is him or her who is goin to lose the best thing in the world...since ur love is true and its the best offer he/she can get in ones life..thers lot more issues in love...but all i say is think a lot before ur make ur decision on love...confirm whether ur love is true...have u choosen the right person ...make sure u can get it going till the end of ur life...and if u r sure of all these ...then go ahead with ur decision...i say 'dont love and if u love dont let it down'...on the one side of love u hav friendship and on the other u hav marriage... u knw where to start and where to end....and becos of all these this LOVE is complicated......and hurts much...

procrastination

Procrastination...i guess every person in this world knowingly or unknowingly do this in their day to day life...am proud to be one of them..i came across a saying "Procrastination is like Mastrubation..u will realize that u have fucked yourself after u finish doin tht.."i guess this is wht exactly happens when you procrastinate things..sometimes it fucks so badly...and thinking on why people procrastinate ...may be a dilemma to choose between things..or choosing a thing which may not be important at that particular situation..so u need to decide between the things ...which is important ..and which is irrelevant to the situation...and it needs logical thinking...so practice is necessary to attain this..so it needs applying mind and common sense...and on the positive approach ..by procrastinating ..you will get confidence and u believe in urself a lot..suppose u have a assignment due and u didnt start till the day before its due..u may be confident that u can finish it within time...so it increases ur self-belief..which many lack...and when u finish it as planned it shoots ur confidence level...so it depends on how people see it..and how they do things..

Transition Stage..

Writing blogs make me to think on things...nowdays am spending time to think on the things which i wont usually do..right now i am in a transition state..guess many of us are in such a situation...so i thought i can generalize the issue..during our college days we wont have much money, facilities and freedom as we have right now..but still we were happy...and we enjoyed our life..but now we have evrything except the happyness and mental peace which we had previously..so i started thinking on this issue...why this happens..may be the way we enjoy our life is changing..our mind sets are changing..but we r not in a position to accept it straight away..so we need time to realize them..and another thing is our change in the friends circle..and obiviously the way we enjoy wen we r in a circle differs..take me..i used to tease and play with my college friends in a different manner...we enjoy roaming arnd, staying awake for long at nights, goin out to tea shop at midnights, night shows, anonymous messaging, group studies, eating together, orey dhumma rendu peruu adikiradhu, onna thanni adikiradhu, swimming, travelling together in buses ...the list goes on..i might need a seperate blog to write these things..hehe....but right now we do things tht we say as enjoying in a different manner...like chit chating, sleeping,day without homeworks, a course without project and final exam, weekends, pubs, online movies, and so many.....thts the difference..but our mind takes time to adapt to these things...and then u find thiss part of life is better..all u need is patience and hope...and moreover i shudnt go without talking abt our parents..they are still with us...but at a distant palce...its jus a feeling..u will knw the importance of people when they are not near you..and surely their presencce itself is a gr8 motivation for us..even though thy dont really motivate u..but we lack their presence now..we r learning to be independent..and even this consumes time..and summing everything we realize tht we need time to sort out all this matter..and to adapt ourselves to new environment...so i thought i could call this period as a " transition state"...which i guess is an apt word..this is somewht like our training, internship,temporary job,..which doesnt long..we will automatically get used to these things...but this period is goin to be tough...particularly mentally..i guess am in such a situation..and am thinking on this issue..and writing blogs in such situation gives me a new way of enjoyment..which am doin right now..hehe..enjoying...

Why i started this blog?

Long long ago, so long ago, I was wondering why people write all these blogs and wasting their time...but now i myself started a new blog for me.. ridiculous...but i think i have some valid reasons to start my blog...once wen i was sitting alone and i was thinking something and wanted to share tht thing to somebody..but no one was arnd...and i just created a new blog and started writing this blog...basically am gonna write the thing which i feel but not able to convey to people..u guess am a bad communicator..but on the other hand i am type of person who doesnt want to hurt/comiserate others by telling them my problems or position or feelings..because everyother man in this world has their own problems..and am sure my problem wont look so big to others...and so i thought i can tell write down them here..i dont know to write in poetic manner or using brilliant english...but all am offering is TRUTH and truth only...i write wht am feeling right now.. i may have a second opinion to wht i wrote before..but doesnt matter.. things change.. but am sure am not doin all this bacose of something like dissatisfaction in life or something like tht..but i believe if u share ur feelings or problems with others ..u will feel good or better after tht...and am consoling myself by writing down them here...i dont want to disturb others...may look funny..even to me..but i guess it works well..working well..and another reason to start to start this blog is tht i can write what ever i want...no matter wht it is about...and nobody is goin to question me...unlike the answer sheets in the exams..wher u got to write down only the answer to the question which dulls our creativity..i hope i will come up with good blogs in future...and lets c wht happens...